Heart Broken

I messed up. Jenni found this blog, and won' talk to me again. She said some pretty horrible things, I couldn't believe she could be so mean. I don't get the big deal though, all I did was blog like everyone else in the world, and I don't think that's such a big deal, but Jenni definitely does.

Would I go back in time and never write this blog if it meant I could keep Jenni? I don't know. It would be like trading one relationship for a lot of other important ones...

Wowww

Last night was a pretty good date, but it was nothing compared to the time I had this morning with Jenni, if you all get my drift. The dinner was great, we went to a small diner she knew about right by her house. After that we went out for a few beers, and the conversation turned to art. She is a genius when it comes to Art, I never would have guessed it. She actually paints some of her own too, and I asked if I could head back to her place and see some (thanks for that line daveballer20). We were walking around and checking out her paintings, I've never really understood impressionist art, but her explanations were great. After getting the tour we sat on the couch to watch a movie, and one thing led to another and we were making out! That went on for about 15 minutes, then she leaned back and, get this, said, "I have a painting I would really like to show you in the bedroom"!!!!!

I almost passed out right there, but then we went to the bedroom, and one thing led to another, and I'll just put it this way, I'm going to be needing a lot of coffee today :)

Decision

I really appreciate everyone's advice. I have decided not to tell Jenni about this blog. Everyone needs a place to be themselves and let out some emotional stuff, and that's all I'm using this for. So thanks a lot readers, you all are truly friends.

I gotta go though, Jenni and I have a dinner date.

Aloha

Too much Caffeine + Woman of my dreams = uncontrollable shaking

I just want to start off by saying thanks to all my subscribers for keeping up with my posts and all of the well wishers! All of your support really gives me the confidence I need right now.

The coffee date went great (a poet and I didn't even know it!). I was so nervous I had three cups of coffee before she even got there. When she walked in she looked great. She swore that she didn't shower and was positive she looked terrible since she was up so late, but I thought she looked as beautiful as the first time I saw her in that coffee house. I made sure to do a lot of research on her bands and other similiar local bands, I doubted she would be very interested in the recent change in global economy due to eco-tourism. But we chatted it up for awhile, and we eventually got to talking about her blog! I didn't tell her about mine though, do you people think that was a good or bad idea? Should I tell her about what I've been writing? I need some advice subscribers!

Oh MY GOD

I did it. I talked to her, we totally hit it off. We have plans for, guess it, Starbucks in the morning! ok wait wait wait, I'm getting ahead of myself, let's start at the beginning.

Well there is no point in hiding how I found her, I just looked at her blog. It was there that I found out she is the manager for a few local bands, and that one of her bands was playing at a bar in fairfax last night. So I went to the bands website, downloaded some of their songs, memorized them so I could sing along, put on my oldest and shabbiest t-shirt and jeans, and headed out the door.

I walked into the bar and it was exactly what I expected. It was dark, dingy, and dirty. The stage faced at an awkard angle, and really didn't give the crowd much room to stand to watch the performance. I made my way to the bar and ordered myself a drink, then I looked around for her. I couldn't see her anywhere, and I began to lose hope, thinking that she may not have made it.

Then I heard it, her beautiful voice. She was screaming at the top of her lungs at one of the bar managers. I would later find out that it was something to do with her bands set time, but I thought they had enough time on stage. Well after she was done giving this manager an earfull, she made her way over to the bar for a drink. She sat down right next to me! I didn't know what to say, I was flabbergasted. She orderd a vodka cranberry. I sat next to her awkwardly for abuot 10 minutes, not knowing what to say. Well eventually she finished her drink, and I don't know what came over me, but i just looked at the bartender and yelled, "Hey, get her another one, it looks likes she's having a rough night."

Can you believe that?! What a great line, I don't know where it came from, it's insane! Well she looked up at me and smiled, and then we just started talking and we hit it off. I told her about how i loved the band and didn't want to miss this show. We talked all night. She even told me about her blog, and check out what she said about me!

Well I gotta get to bed, tomorrow morning I have the ever important Starbucks date in the morning, and I have to start thinking about what to talk to her about.

Making my move

I did some research, (nothing too creepy, just google searches) and I have found some info on her. I am excited to say that tonight I am going to go out to a bar where her band is playing. Hopefully I'll get the guts to talk to her this time. I don't think I'll be able to forgive myself if I don't.

Well, here we go! I'm heading out!

Kinda a creepy thing

Ok, can anyone out there let me know if this is too creepy? I haven't been able to stop thinking about this woman. She is in my mind day and night, I can't crunch numbers or focus on my job without her beautiful face coming into my brain!

So, now that you all understand my predicament, I did something kinda creepy. I went back to Starbucks and told the cashier that she was my wife and I needed the receipt for our taxes. He said no problem, he just needed her name. So then of course I blanked, and sumbled something about how she was actually my client and I was her accountant, and I needed the receipt for her taxes. So this kid says, "Your her husband and accountant and you still don't know her name?"

SO finally, embarrassed as hell, I just offered the kid $20 for the name on the receipt. He then charged me $50 for it. What a little shit, he'll be a good accountant one day, he's knows how much stuff is worth to people, haha.

SO I now have her name, but I'm not posting it here, then every guy in northern virginia would be hunting her down.